I realized my instinct not to kill mosquitos with my bare hands (paper towel! shoe!) was a handicap in the summerlong war against Them in My Room, biting me while I am asleep. Stinging? I just looked it up. I guess they "string with their mouths."
So I got rid of it, the instinct, and now I don't have to look away to find something to smash them with. My aim is better and quicker.
I don't like to wipe them off the wall right away. Grotesque tally marks. Oh my gosh... I just realized that's why hunters put deer heads on their wall. It's the same thing. I can no longer judge them. Let ye who has not left dead mosquito guts on their wall a few days cast the first stone.
You're becoming so earthy now that you're in the wilderness. Kudos!
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